annoyance: people who have very loud personal conversations in public (especially when it's quiet, like standing in line at the courthouse to file documents)
exhaustion: not sleeping in a week
beauty: listening to "bella's lullaby" that i just downloaded. i love classical piano.
regret: words and actions toward a loved one that can't be taken back
joy: watching my baby smile
sorrow: being unable to change
excitement: i can't wait to see my baby on his first christmas morning!
longing: to finish school
frustration: feeling like i'm not being listened to or heard
boredom: the only thing on tv saturday mornings are japanese animation cartoons
apprehension: for the future
loneliness: missing my friend
confidence: trying to find it!
anger: i can't figure out what the name of that song is that i love!
happiness: looking at my beautiful christmas tree
surprise: there is no downloadable ringtone (free one, anyway) for love story
fear: i will mess up my son
curiosity: i wonder what my baby will grow up to be
satisfaction: i found that song! "leave out all the rest" by linkin park. i love that song. i love linkin park.
unwind: by listening to really loud music in the car and singing at the top of my lungs.
love: my family
gratitude: for all of the second chances i've been given
what i'm going to do next: turn off all the lights. put on "clair de lune" and lay down. try to relax and push the depression out of my head.