tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1583901109327423941.post5529550429266166372..comments2023-10-07T10:04:28.640-06:00Comments on picture of experience: the time line is finishedcornnut32http://www.blogger.com/profile/08537873482898226294noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1583901109327423941.post-3768358987181074932010-07-19T17:14:21.002-06:002010-07-19T17:14:21.002-06:00Trust YOURSELF Cornnut. Trust that YOU are enough...Trust YOURSELF Cornnut. Trust that YOU are enough. This will help. I am sorry for your nightmares.<br />oxox<br /><br />I really like what Amy had to say. I second her!VICKI IN AZhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04280804639839673447noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1583901109327423941.post-79553066013109606442010-07-06T09:50:26.644-06:002010-07-06T09:50:26.644-06:00You said, "i am so ready for all of this to b...You said, "i am so ready for all of this to be over. i want to be happy. i want to get along with the people around me. i want to be a better person, wife, mother, daughter, friend. i want to move on with my life instead of living in fear and anxiety and depression. is it even possible? will i ever get there? how long is it going to take me?"<br /><br />I was so impatient for my healing to be complete that I would get frustrated with myself when I wasn't living with fear and anxiety. This would just cause my depression to spiral again. I was reminded that my life is in God's hand, it's His time line not mine that is important. I can be like one of my children calling from the back of the car, hurry up Mom let's get there fast but if I started racing through the traffic I would but my children in danger and could possibly hurt or even kill them with my recklessness. Instead I have to obey the rules of the road, obey the order of how things are done. This concept was surprisingly releasing to me. I would eventually live life without fear, anxiety and depression, in His time. I just had to stop whining and watch out the windows for all the beautiful things He wants to show me on this road trip of life. Eventually, we will make it to the desired destination, but only in His timing. Suddenly, my healing wasn't in my hands, but back in His very capable hands.Amy Howsonhttp://crimsoncoveredfarmlife.blogspot.comnoreply@blogger.com